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A little me time.

Satan's in the livingroom, choking me with apathy.
-Eve 6


So I get a whole day off, and what am I going to do with it? Probably not much. I mean, I am getting my comic books entered into the database, but after this, I'll probably just get myself some quality sim time logged and muse about being bored. Go me. Maybe Laundry.

Exciting.

I don't even know if I'm driven by anything other than survival anymore. I miss the days of running around in the woods on my day off with a few good friends. The connection I've always felt with nature is vanishing living in the city. I need a change of scenery, but that's not practical trying to save my money for Chincoteague.

I've been on a little emotional low-road lately. Ever since Ter, I just can't believe I spend my year working myself to the point of feeling too tired to actually do any of the things I love all for the promise of one week at the beach and maybe one or two weekends of hiking/kayaking along the Yough. in the mountains. I mean, by the time the chores are done and I'm fed and washed, I'm looking at an hour of me time on most days.

I know that's basically how adulthood ends up working, but it kinda just seems like the collective we missed the point somewhere along the way.